Monday, December 13, 2004
Party of De-Party
But you are departing
for a distant town with a different destiny
Everyone was excited and happy, enjoying
the moment of fine wine and the together-ness
But who was actually thinking
that before the arrival of the new dawn
you'll be gone, away from us, and moving
on, without us,
for a new direction of the continuous life Journey
To the future of Uncertainty awaiting
Ahead we are headed, stormy or balmy,
or otherwise
We are told to go with the flow
and wherever the winds blow
so we go
or otherwise
So we go, without you, ahead
Into the Uncharted Sea
None of us
able to foresee
Sunday, December 05, 2004
After All These Years
12/4/2004 Cold San Franciscan Night
After all these years I still remember the dream we had
when we were seventeen, looked young and green,
And clean like so much the cool fresh stream from the mountain spring.
It seemed so vivid that
all differences are being worked out between all human beings,
all reservations made and the relations improved among all creations,
our environments and our planet.
We thought it is the way it should always be that
there is no longer man-made lines to separate peoples
no longer hatred and ignorance to devide any souls.
It seemed so clear in our dream that tomorrow’s
already here and we have all come together
to celebrate one another’s victories and share each other’s
grieves and sorrows.
And we are again all brothers and sisters,
as the bible says, after all.
We used to think the world is going to be always the way we knew,
the way we dreamed it in the years we were ourselves evolving
into something strangely new.
Too bad!
The reality betrayed our innocent old dream so bad.
What a shame and what a crime!
Only not long ago, we almost made it there one time,
for once we had a true destiny as a human being,
as a whole, after all.
I can’t help wondering these days whether we should hide or fight,
or dive right into the ignorant majority pool,
like a completely fool,
only to be part of the gang, playing their foolish game
having nothing to gain,
nor anything to lose, anyway, after all.
But I still often think of you and that
old-fashioned dream we once had
when we were young and green, and clean...
After all these years I’m still having the same old-fictioned dream,
again and again, as did in those days,
when we were seventeen, looked young and green,
And clean like so much the cool fresh stream from the mountain spring.
Thursday, November 18, 2004
big moon circle
©rhyme child 2/7/2002
one night last week i saw the moon bright and full
with Venus stalking below and after her
in the middle of a cloudy sky
the silver moon shone like a white lantern hanging high
in the center of a big circle of darkness
with a smoky fuzzy aura all around
so then i started feeling alright again about where i was
in the mists of the universe
invisible and let alone
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
©Rhyme Child 1/9/2003 (Revised -10/4/03) San Franciscan Night
Last night I saw a broken-winged angel fallen
From the shimmery heaven
And died when she crash landed
Into my dream
I cried as hard as a broken-hearted child
Half-awakened, I found only a sobbing me
Longing still to withhold the fading dream --
from the edge of the horizon
the fallen angel rose, slow,
with her broken wings dangling low
she glowed in a fluorescent hue
within a translucent dome
of a huge vaporescent dew
she arose
in a motionless trance
towards the glister -chromed entrance
of her heaven’s home
where she’d find her eternal acceptance
and soul
-- Then she’s gone
Vaporized, with my dream,
Into the ungodly darkest
Black-hole
Awakened, I saw me
Clinging still to the darkness around
And trying yet to define
A logical theme for the devine
Scene
-end-
The Golden Hill
Only the other day
We passed by your old residence
On the Golden Heights hill
The window's open as it always did
But we found no longer cats sitting
On the yellow window sill
And no more the family of Niceley
In the view
Realized then
It's already another life-era in The Past
The times we have always enjoyed the best
A memory we shall always cherish the most
So we rolled on
While the fog's rolled in
Onto the curvey Ortega Avenue
Thinking
Perhaps one of these days
We too will move on out of the scene
And be missed
By the ocean view
Before we are swallowed raw
Into the misty field
And become another displaced few
For the fill.
=End=
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Last Cry
© Rhyme Child 10/17/2004
She was crying, painfully, for the past two long nights and days
Like a death song coming out of the deep darkness, she cried
And cried...
Like nothing she could relate...
She was breathing hard
And yet hardly breathing
struggling to hang on for another breath
Another, only weaker, when it came...
Then later, another, yet weaker...
Tears poured down her distorted face...
while she began to drop her little head sideways...
In her Moma’s arms and tears
Tears poured down Judy’s distorted face,
stroking still gently along Blanche’s curled-up still-warm torso...
In her soft arms
In her quiet breake-down...
a longest moment before the end comes
One that will ever last and never rest.
And the evening rolls on while
she cried...
And cried...
In her Moma’s arms and tears
Like nothing she can relate...